Wednesday, June 23, 2010
I don't know what is worse..
Bottling up and restraining all your overwhelming going crazy anxiety attack heart beat racing emotions of infatuation liking someone so super much and you are just dying to let her know it, hoping that she also feels the same so that you can spend the next minute together in mushy lovey dovey mode..
or..
Playing it cool.. playing the "game", the hard to get, nonchalant, cool, suave, hey yeah you're cute and all, but maybe i'll keep you in suspense for a while, confuse the living daylights and play around with your emotion to seduce you into worship like submission.. i think that's just cruel,.. why does the truth have to be disguised as a lie to begin relationships?
And if you did really know how i feel about you now.. would you freak out and run? Would you feel the same or had the heart to give it a chance as i think you would?
If pictures are worth a thousand words, then your various smiles tells of your personality, tells me more about you already despite the limited time we've spent getting to know each other..
I already know we would be great for each other... Would you see that too or would you turn away and long for another?
Sigh.. i can't shake this feeling of love adrenalin going through my chest.
Bottling up and restraining all your overwhelming going crazy anxiety attack heart beat racing emotions of infatuation liking someone so super much and you are just dying to let her know it, hoping that she also feels the same so that you can spend the next minute together in mushy lovey dovey mode..
or..
Playing it cool.. playing the "game", the hard to get, nonchalant, cool, suave, hey yeah you're cute and all, but maybe i'll keep you in suspense for a while, confuse the living daylights and play around with your emotion to seduce you into worship like submission.. i think that's just cruel,.. why does the truth have to be disguised as a lie to begin relationships?
And if you did really know how i feel about you now.. would you freak out and run? Would you feel the same or had the heart to give it a chance as i think you would?
If pictures are worth a thousand words, then your various smiles tells of your personality, tells me more about you already despite the limited time we've spent getting to know each other..
I already know we would be great for each other... Would you see that too or would you turn away and long for another?
Sigh.. i can't shake this feeling of love adrenalin going through my chest.
Labels: Infatuation
