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Thursday, July 21, 2005

"It's always nice to find someone who inspires and amazes you from time to time.. makes the life journey worthwhile" - Johan Nasir

It's been some time again that i have regretfully haven't had the chance to tell you my avid and loyal readers about everything i've so wanted to share over the past few months.. yes work, life & play have been keeping me away.. and more recently, love has completely messed up my already ruined to pieces biological clock to the point i'm writing this half consciously.. so forgive my spelling, grammar and punctuations..

On the work front.. well after a few months of uncertainty, it looks like greener pastures are in the forecast at least for the next 2 years with my work at
Cradle.. which is all good considering what a great adventurous rewarding experience it is.. only issue now is clearing up the backlog of stuff that has been increasing for the past few months, which is demanding time that i feel is barely enough nowadays.. Then there's now SmoovePinch! My little side project that mysteriously took a life of it's own and grew into a demanding nagging lady.. hahaha.. we've merged with Pinch Magazine and great things are in the pipeline, unless that variable called time has its way of disrupting our timelines and ambitions.. Working overtime juggling the "Things to do today" checklist..

There's also my other responsibilities for my other business entities and social organisations that i have given my commitment to. All screaming away like hungry babies for attention and time!.. shhh.. shhh.. hush..

On the life and play front.. a lot of travelling has been in play, another trip to Kuching for the
Sarawak Rainforest World Music Festival, a trip to Penang, there's Fraser's, Miri and Thailand coming up.. With every trip, i will need to have another vacation to just recover from the fatigue and exhaustion of the fun each destination brings.. pictures yet to be downloaded, stories of experiences yet to be shared, travel that again stole time yet again, from work, my gee and connectivity to responsibilities..

On the love front.. well our eyes met across the room overlooking the pool and evening sun on a breezy Saturday wedding.. She's like the wind.. warm enough to make you feel toasty good, freshly intoxicating that she brings you back to the simplicities and innocense of childhood laughter.. cool like the seaside breeze that lifts your spirits up while giving you goosebumps of anticipation for more.. and miraculously filled the gaping hole once existed in my heart..

Yes, at that point, i didn't have any expectations of another lady coming into my life as with the craziness of juggling 9 different ladies at the same time and all the other obligations above.. time was just not a friend to me.. it was threatening to throw a bitch fit (BF) if i was crazy enough to add on to all this multitasking.. a week passed and she came smacking me with an sms that left a smittened kittened smile plastered ear to ear on my face when i was in Kuching the first trip.. as they say.. the rest was love and history..

We haven't been a day apart since i came back from that trip, with the exception on the days both of us had to travel.. so i guess that means.. i have to say sorry to all you ladies chasing me once again.. you gave your best efforts to wine and dine me.. some of your genuinely had sincere growing feelings for me.. which without a doubt i truly appreciate.. but what to do.. she beat you all to it in record time.. really i don't know how that happened.. you all had your chance to keep this great love for yourself and now she's the one smiling endlessly, beaming away and basking in the clouds of happiness in the love we've made.. (hmm.. i wonder, knowing the female behaviour all too well, i'm waiting for the claws and bites to come out, fighting to win me back.. hahaha ;P)


A note to my reason for relapsed caffeine addiction.. we need sleep angel!!.. hehe.. Didn't think you had any reason to make me feel this amazing high whenever i'm around your warmth, never thought i could be capable to have these feelings for someone again, don't know what i've done to be so fortunate to be blessed with your laughter ringing in my ears or waking up feeling you brighten up my days from the moment my eyes see light till we both retire in embrace..
You know what we've truthfully said to each other in our promise to make all this possible.. thank you for your little dosages of affection and more.. (yes i can so imagine you doing that face of yours now.. )

All of a sudden, time doesn't matter any more.. because you've redefined the importance of it..
J:o)

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