Monday, April 05, 2004
hey ya..
Well this is my first posting.. it's all new to me and i should start it on a cheerful note..
Happy to say last weekend was another blast, exhausting but a blast nevertheless.. partying, dj'ing, sleeping, F1, eating great food, great friends..
Ended up talkin to a friend on Friday night, who happens to be an active blogger and has a completely bizarre alter ego on the web.. with an active fanbase who loves to condemn on what was written. I had to promise the confidentiality of the identity becoz of its ehemm.. contents. We were laughing so much, discussing on how the freedom of expression on the web is a wonderful thing and how narrow minded ppl can be for taking offense to another person's two cents worth.. I was being given the royal tour of other bloggers famous pages.. all becoz we discovered that the place that we usually hang out on weekends had WiFi!!
I was happy that another girl that i madlessly admired 4 years ago was there too.. funny, still felt that same magnetic attraction to her for some weird reason, even after all those years. It's that "what if" curiousity that has never been answered between us, an unexplored relationship due to circumstances that we were unable to change for us to find out if we could have been.. It was scary as i was listening to the words of Brian McKnight's song "Still" that day, thinking of her and she appeared at the club that night.. the exchanging glances, the way we talked, the way we felt so comfortable.. the night was young and it was going well..
Well.. little did i know that was about to change.. all in all it was a pleasant evening until bout 3am Saturday mornin and as i was in my world of music, a fresh breath of innocent beauty stepped into the room. She was dancing and from the DJ console, I couldn't take my eyes of her.. It was preety impossible to take a break and start a conversation with her as i would have liked but i was hoping that we made some eye contact.. some connection of some kind apart from the music i was playing and she was dancing to..
The whole time.. Friends kept coming up and i was curiously asking.. who she was and they said "Oh that's ...", "she's too young for you..", and i was like NO! I want to know her.. I have to! It was agonising.. less than 10 metres away among a sea of people and to me, she was the only one dancing in the room..
Detour: ok.. my closest galfriends (there's a lot of them) know that i'm a bit of a flirtyslutty kinda guy of late.. cuz i'm just as bad as them when it comes to having fun with the opposite sex.. haha.. but there's a good reason for that.. i've just got out of a long relationship and i felt, well why not have a little harmless fun.. and of recent months, i've had the pleasure of getting to know a lot of incredible and interesting women.. that have managed to capture my attention, numbed out in the past 6-7 years by a number of reason.. but since i'm keeping my options open for the moment, why settle right? do a little dance, make a little love, shake that thing,..
Back to the story: BUT!! This girl,.. wow! no make that WOW!! I was told that she's of a certain age and i was shocked! but still that instant attraction was there.. It was torture for me to continue mixing as i was losing focus b'cos of her presence in the room.. Eventually she went home and i didn't get the chance to talk to her..
Detour: The funny thing was, Saturday night at dinner with my galpals, i had found out some very embarrasing news about another girl who had caught my attention a few weeks earlier. The crazy thing was, i had a rather hopelessly romantic dream (one of those moments) about her and decided to reveal partially that i had that dreamt of us and how it made me feel on Friendster. Now here's the twist. She doesn't know me and she has a boyfriend. Being the flirt that i am, well, i decided to send that email anyways, thinking, well it's not a XXX note, it was a spontaneous romantic gesture and guess what! The boyfriend READ the message meant for her!! My conspiring galpal was consoling me while the others were like.. OMIGAWD!!.. LOL!!! Well i hope nothing bad comes out of it.. I just wanted her to know what i felt,.. If you never try, you never know.. if it's meant to be..
Back to the story: Well.. already feeling extremely stupid and embarassed from the revelation at dinner, i was in silly mood as we celebrated a friends birthday.. i meant, how much worst can it get?? The 3am girl came back again.. and it was like dejavu.. same situation, same feelings, same distraction, same agony.. again my luck was not there to let fate do it's magic.. or maybe it was.. i was happy that she came back again.. around 3am.. dancing, taunting, her fair skin, beautiful eyes, there was something intriguing about her eyes.. sweet innocent beauty..
Ahh.. the countless stories of love at first sight.. that fluttery butterfly feeling in the stomach.. that emotional high on happiness.. that silly smitten kitten grin on the face.. will it happen? what happens next? will i ever see her again.. It's Monday and i can't wait till Friday again.. will there be another, or will i stop my flirtyslutty ways just for her? Will this be another When Harry Met Sally?.. I dunno.. but i have a smile on my face.. and i wish you could see it too.. :)
Good night.. until the next text..
Jo :} <--- In a smittenkitten state
Well this is my first posting.. it's all new to me and i should start it on a cheerful note..
Happy to say last weekend was another blast, exhausting but a blast nevertheless.. partying, dj'ing, sleeping, F1, eating great food, great friends..
Ended up talkin to a friend on Friday night, who happens to be an active blogger and has a completely bizarre alter ego on the web.. with an active fanbase who loves to condemn on what was written. I had to promise the confidentiality of the identity becoz of its ehemm.. contents. We were laughing so much, discussing on how the freedom of expression on the web is a wonderful thing and how narrow minded ppl can be for taking offense to another person's two cents worth.. I was being given the royal tour of other bloggers famous pages.. all becoz we discovered that the place that we usually hang out on weekends had WiFi!!
I was happy that another girl that i madlessly admired 4 years ago was there too.. funny, still felt that same magnetic attraction to her for some weird reason, even after all those years. It's that "what if" curiousity that has never been answered between us, an unexplored relationship due to circumstances that we were unable to change for us to find out if we could have been.. It was scary as i was listening to the words of Brian McKnight's song "Still" that day, thinking of her and she appeared at the club that night.. the exchanging glances, the way we talked, the way we felt so comfortable.. the night was young and it was going well..
Well.. little did i know that was about to change.. all in all it was a pleasant evening until bout 3am Saturday mornin and as i was in my world of music, a fresh breath of innocent beauty stepped into the room. She was dancing and from the DJ console, I couldn't take my eyes of her.. It was preety impossible to take a break and start a conversation with her as i would have liked but i was hoping that we made some eye contact.. some connection of some kind apart from the music i was playing and she was dancing to..
The whole time.. Friends kept coming up and i was curiously asking.. who she was and they said "Oh that's ...", "she's too young for you..", and i was like NO! I want to know her.. I have to! It was agonising.. less than 10 metres away among a sea of people and to me, she was the only one dancing in the room..
Detour: ok.. my closest galfriends (there's a lot of them) know that i'm a bit of a flirtyslutty kinda guy of late.. cuz i'm just as bad as them when it comes to having fun with the opposite sex.. haha.. but there's a good reason for that.. i've just got out of a long relationship and i felt, well why not have a little harmless fun.. and of recent months, i've had the pleasure of getting to know a lot of incredible and interesting women.. that have managed to capture my attention, numbed out in the past 6-7 years by a number of reason.. but since i'm keeping my options open for the moment, why settle right? do a little dance, make a little love, shake that thing,..
Back to the story: BUT!! This girl,.. wow! no make that WOW!! I was told that she's of a certain age and i was shocked! but still that instant attraction was there.. It was torture for me to continue mixing as i was losing focus b'cos of her presence in the room.. Eventually she went home and i didn't get the chance to talk to her..
Detour: The funny thing was, Saturday night at dinner with my galpals, i had found out some very embarrasing news about another girl who had caught my attention a few weeks earlier. The crazy thing was, i had a rather hopelessly romantic dream (one of those moments) about her and decided to reveal partially that i had that dreamt of us and how it made me feel on Friendster. Now here's the twist. She doesn't know me and she has a boyfriend. Being the flirt that i am, well, i decided to send that email anyways, thinking, well it's not a XXX note, it was a spontaneous romantic gesture and guess what! The boyfriend READ the message meant for her!! My conspiring galpal was consoling me while the others were like.. OMIGAWD!!.. LOL!!! Well i hope nothing bad comes out of it.. I just wanted her to know what i felt,.. If you never try, you never know.. if it's meant to be..
Back to the story: Well.. already feeling extremely stupid and embarassed from the revelation at dinner, i was in silly mood as we celebrated a friends birthday.. i meant, how much worst can it get?? The 3am girl came back again.. and it was like dejavu.. same situation, same feelings, same distraction, same agony.. again my luck was not there to let fate do it's magic.. or maybe it was.. i was happy that she came back again.. around 3am.. dancing, taunting, her fair skin, beautiful eyes, there was something intriguing about her eyes.. sweet innocent beauty..
Ahh.. the countless stories of love at first sight.. that fluttery butterfly feeling in the stomach.. that emotional high on happiness.. that silly smitten kitten grin on the face.. will it happen? what happens next? will i ever see her again.. It's Monday and i can't wait till Friday again.. will there be another, or will i stop my flirtyslutty ways just for her? Will this be another When Harry Met Sally?.. I dunno.. but i have a smile on my face.. and i wish you could see it too.. :)
Good night.. until the next text..
Jo :} <--- In a smittenkitten state
